"You never realise how much you truely love something, until it isn't there."
Princess Ball last night was imenseeeeeeeeee.
I can say that now. At first, well at first after the concert, I was miserable. I cried the whole train ride home. I missed Amy. Seeing her was amazing. Missing her, was incredibly difficult. But I don't miss her as bad right now. And last night was amazing.
I got there a tad bit later then I hoped. Well, 6 hours later. But I was in on time. New hair, new piercing. And boy did that peircing hurt.. My nose. It hurt more then when I had my lip sliced open and more then both my snakebites. I cried hardout. Wowpain. My hair is dark brown and pink. I think I like it?
Anyways. I met up with Andrew - this poor boy, didn't even know who Short Stack were - and I don't think he had fun. But he almost saved my life. I could breathe alot, because yes, I am a geek, so yes, I have panic attacks. But he made up for the life saving, with stepping me in front of an on coming tram..
I got to see Amy before we went in. She's more beautiful then I remembered.
I brought the Stack Pack think and a Short Stack tee shirt. A pink one. And no, I am not a scene kid. K, thanx. We went in and met up with Danni and Maila, we had to wait, quite awhile for the show. So I got to see Amy before it started. Wow, I really missed her..
Tonight Alive - first support. They're okay. Danni called them Paramore wanna be's and this pissed me off. Every band with a girl lead singer is not a paramore wanna be. But then, the singer started dancing. And her moves were oh so original.. Then Cassie Davis - not so great. But her cover of Umbrella - Rihanna was pretty good. Then we waited for Short Stack. Wow, they were amazing. And to make myself sound even more like a fanigirl, they are so much hotter in real life. I've never jumped that much in my life. Or screamed that loud. To the end, I got really sick, I blacked out in Princess and collapsed afterwards, but it was all worth it. We tried to meet them afterwards, but we were sent to the wrong gate and, yeah, well, missed them. Totally heartbroken on that front. We also walked past them. My mother later told me. So we missed the chance, twice. Devo'ddd. I felt really bad when I pushed anyone but I got second from the barricade also in touching distance of Shaun ( lead singer ). I let two girls in front of me, so they could get to there 'friend' well, that backfired. Full force bitch fight right beside me. That was an experience.
Ps.
Girls with longer hair, are incredibly annoying.. It was so hot down there you'd think they would have tied it back, but no. There it is to get shoved in your face and all over you. Not pleasant, to say the least.
I knew you were my friend. Well, I guessed. But I'd rather you didn't touch me. Didn't hold my hand, or put your arm around me and hug me when I'm upset. It's creepy and inappropriate. And I'm still uncomfortable over it. Sorry.
Pps. That blog, on 'Human Nature' up soon. Too tired right now. Everything aches, even when I'm still.
